| ....................Let's call this a personal truth. |


Ark of the Damned Ch4"So, who all is going to be at this party?" Elliot asked with a questioning glance as we walked towards Derrick's house. It was nice neighborhood, calm, pretty much no traffic at all, with deceivingly large houses built up in a neat little row. It wasn't what I was used to. I lived in a neighborhood that was just as quiet, but not quite so peaceful. It was calm, true, but it was more like the calm before a coming storm, not the calm of the day after. And it always seemed trashy, almost. Derrick's neighborhood was always a refreshing change of scenery, that is, on the rare opportunity I got the chance (a.k.a. invite) to stop by. &nbsArk of the Damned Ch4


Damned In DenialWe march among the rank and file, We're sick of living in denial, We want everything we're not allowed to have, We can feel our fulfilled needs within our grasp, And somehow we continue placing amongst the last, And our closets are full of ghosts from the past.Damned In Denial
You're dying on the inside,
How does it feel? We're waging wars on the outside, Everything you know isn't real, The outside world is dark and cold, The outside world is obsessed with an evolving mould, Welcome to the real world.
In what world do you live? In which world will you die? &nbs


Ark of the Damned Ch3Good and Evil. What are they? Polar opposites fighting for dominance? The essence of our morals contained within two, now meaningless, four letter words? Who created them? Why? What was first described as Good? Who first put a face to evil? "Who gives a damn," I muttered, stepping out of the shower, dispelling whatever pseudo-angst, semi-philosophical thoughts I'd been in the process of forming. That kind of thinking was way too far over the head of any normal teenager, and I'd do well to remember that. Nobody makes friend pondering the whys and wherefores of the Universe. Drying myself off, I combed my hair and brushed my teeth, gettinArk of the Damned Ch3


What We're Leaving BehindI don't sleep so well anymore, I can't handle you breaking me down, I need some time away from this town, I wouldn't ask for anything more, It's hard to tell why I'm here sometimes, When all it is, is crime after crime, When it feels like all that's there is me doing time, I don't know how much longer I can take this, I don't know if I can keep faking this, I don't remember what it's like to feel completely fine.What We're Leaving Behind
Take a look around at everything I've got, Look at where everyone's at and where everyone's not, Wander as the clouds gather and it starts to rain,
| These works belong to and are exclusively my own. Should you ever feel the need to rip my stuff off here without asking permission, I will find you. Then, I will make you wish you hadn't, and I can be oh so imaginative with my means. |
Nice day...

To Feel Love P1I looked at the blank faces of my new classmates, I had just moved from my old home in Michigan and it was my first day. My father and mother work in real estate and when they heard that homes in California were selling like crazy, they packed my family up and we moved. My new home was a three story mansion-like house. I glared at them and walked to my seat, the teacher had just shown my seat and turned back to the board to finish writing. First day of school and already I was a freak. It was the second semester of 7th grade, I was so very alone and all I wanted was to go homeTo Feel Love P1


Gone~Gone~Gone
Walking through the house
He is not there
I search every room
Where is he?
I finally make it to the bedroom
Nothing...
And then I see
Everything is gone
Everything...
I search the closets, drawers, cabinets,
everything
Nothing remains
And then the last thing I search
is my heart
You may be gone
but you are in my heart
And will always be there...
| Something I've been working on for a while, a book that I'm hoping to get published eventually...broken up into parts, they all link into each other.... The Hidden Chapter1 [link] Chapter 2 [link] Chapter 3 [link] Chapter 4 [link] Chapter 6 [link] Chapter 7 [link] Chapter 8 [link] Chapter 9 [link] Chapter 10 [link] Chapter 11 [link] Chapter 12 [link] Chapter 13 [link] The Deceived Chapter 1 [link] Chapter 2 [link] Chapter 3 [link] Chapter 4 [link] Chapter 5 [link] Chapter 6 [link] Chapter 7 [link] Chapter 8 [link] Chapter 9 [link] Chapter 10 [link] Chapter 11 [link] Chapter 12 [link] Chapter 13 [link] The Doomed Chapter 1 [link] Chapter 2 [link] Chapter 3 Chapter 4 |
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